You may be 14 or you may be 80. Regardless, I understand what its like. Im not one to sit here and tell you what the things you've experienced are like, our struggles may be completely opposite. I have no bias and I will never judge anyone. Ive dealt with this disease for almost 10 years now. Currently, I would consider myself at one of the toughest points of this disease. Just some clarification on my behalf. If anything, I would want nothing more than advice or help to be taken from this.